Hormones

Hormones, we all know they can drive us a little wacky if they are out of line.  I have been a bit surprised during my pregnancy at not being too crazy with all the hormones pumping through my veins.  I have actually felt amazingly emotionally stable.  I have been rational, I have been dealing fairly well with my ever expanding waistline, I have been loving and understanding in my relationship, and I have very rarely had momentary breakdowns.

36 weeks, what happened?  I keep crying over silly things, I read a friends blog and I am sobbing, I read my daily e mail from "what to expect when your expecting" and start crying, just thinking about this beautiful baby that will join us sooner than later makes tears of joy just slip from my eyes, I am creating completely irrational scenarios in my mind shattering the beautiful life I have created, I guess the hormones are catching up with me.  I guess I will just have to ride this wave like all the others and cry when the tears form and laugh when they leave.  Maybe I am feeling that the end of baby in my belly is coming, maybe the fact that I am measuring 3 weeks ahead of where I am supposed to is making me feel like baby might be here sooner than we thing, maybe I am just going to be one of those sappy moms who cry at everything.  I am okay with all of it, I just find it strange that it is happening now.